I Used to Be in Denial (Daily Word Prompt is Denial)

I am who I am, and will not be ashamed of it. #EraseTheStigma

My Loud Bipolar Whispers

I used to be in denial

for a very long while

that I had bipolar disorder.

I could not

and would not

accept

that I had bipolar disorder.

Not me,

no way,

not now.

I used to be in denial

for a very long while

that I had

bipolar disorder,

I stopped taking my medications

and reached a severe full-blown manic episode,

causing me to make very bad and dangerous decisions,

with dangerous men

that stole my money,

abused and raped me,

 could have murdered me,

Two of them murdered

 two other people,

and ended up in prison.

I was the lucky one.

God saved my life from their murderous behavior.

They chose not to murder me,

not me

no way

somehow.

I used to be in denial

for a very long while

that I had

bipolar disorder,

so I stopped taking my medications

and reached a severe full-blown manic episode,

that…

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